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Loli/Shota
[I don’t think so] You tilt your head when you’re confused.
[Yeet] You love sweets and cute things.
[Nope] You are often confused and lost in conversations with your friends.
[Not really, I just constantly blush] You blush simply thinking of sexual things.
[Yeah idk why] People often call you cute.
[YES] You care a lot about your friends.
[no] You embarrass yourself a lot with silly question or statements.
[Yes] You like bright, soft colors. 
[HAHA NO] You enjoy listening to cute, sweet, gentle songs.
[Nah] You add things to the end of your friend’s names.
[no] People often say “aww” when you’ve done something clumsy/silly.
[yeah and then I cry to them] You like anime/movies about romance, love and friendship.
Total: 5

Tsundere
[Nope, emotional all over] You come off as tough and confident on the outside,when you are actually soft and emotional on the inside.
[NOPE] You often hide your true feelings for someone.
[Not really] You are caring but deny it when someone tells it to you.
[Yup] You are protective.
[nah] When someone bugs you, you tell them right away strongly, but are still on the inside worried that you’ve hurt them. 
[kinda yeah] You are easily embarrassed.
[YUP] Compliments make you feel awkward and you always deny them.
[occasionally? .5] You tease and bully the one you love to hide your feelings.
[Kinda?] You can be violent at times.
[Oh shit yup] You may hurt people a lot, but regret it right away.
[nah] When people say Thank You, you often reply by saying it was for yourself
[NOPE LMAO] You never cry in front of others. 
Total: 7

Yandere
[YUP YUP YUP] You are often loving, caring, sweet - until someone upsets you badly 
[yeah,] When angry, you normally hide it until the time for revenge is right. (THE ELABORATELY PLANNED INFLATABLE SWORD OMG)
[Yes yes true] You can at times, be obsessive.
[Not to my face, but behind my back I’m sure] People have said you are “two-faced”.
[Yup yup] People tell you that you’re nice, but can be creepy at times
[YEAH SORRY GUYS PLEASE COME BACK IM SORRY] You scare the crap out of your friends when you get upset.
[Yeah] People find it weird to see you anything other than gentle and smiling.
[Mhm] When you’re upset, sometimes you still smile, even when saying something harsh. 
[ONE TIME OKAY] You can get very violent. 
[yeah ig] You love to help people, but often love to help yourself more.
[YES YES YES YES MY ENTIRE PLAYLIST IS THAT] You like slow, sweet, but twisted songs
[MHM] You like colors like dark blue or light red.
Total: 12 mm

Kuudere
[Nope] You don’t show your emotions to others.
[Nope] You hide your true feelings.
[Nope, I immediately tell people things] When you become close to someone, you slowly open up.
[Nah] Although you don’t show it, you are easily made happy.
[Nah] You care for others a lot, still you don’t show it.
[Nah] People think you are mysterious.
[Yeah] You can be shy.
[No, I talk a lot, just quietly] You aren't very loud, rather silent.
[NOPE] You know who to trust and who not to.
[HAHA NO] You choose your friends wisely
[Nah] You like simple colors, like light purple or white
[Not really] You are rather mature.
Total: 1 

Dandere
[Not really kinda] You are a shy person.
[I just talk quietly] You are quiet and don’t speak up for yourself. 
[No] You look down instead of straight forwards when walking. 
[Not really] You sometimes go to extreme levels just to get out of public speaking.
[Nah] You have stage fright.
[NOPE] You are stoic and not very open.
[all the time] You hide yourself with your hair at times.
[nope] Your face starts boiling when speaking with others.
[Yeah] You speak very quietly in case you say something silly or you sound weird.
[No, I love it!] You are afraid of meeting new people.
[Depends] You are a hard worker.
[yup] You do not have as many friendships as others, but those you do have, you cherish very much.
Total: 4

My result:
Yandere, understandably 
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I’m doing this again! I really only have a few well established characters but here they are! 

Viv updated ref by MiidnightForest

This is Viv, my main OC. Her ref is pretty outdated personality wise because she’s based off of me and I’ve changed a lot in these past months. 
She’s a hopeless romantic who only shows her true self to people she can really trust. Sadly, her trust is too easily earned, as all it takes is a compliment or two to get her to feel close. On the outside, she’s a closed-off, self conscious, and anxious character who doesn’t talk to anyone. Her true self is much more energetic, loud, flirTY (oh no), and hugely emotional. 

Looking for friends, partners, enemies.

wanna see a maagic trick? by MiidnightForest
This is Lex. 
I keep completely changing his character but rn he’s some magician who acts on the streets performing for money. He’s witty, smart, doesn’t care much for emotions, and overall just a kinda off character. 

Looking for friends, partner, enemies, anything really.
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Okay so 

While I was gone, many things happened! 

First of all, I got a job! I’m a floater counselor-in-training at a camp I went to a while ago. It’s been really fun, especially because I’ve brought art supplies to draw things for the kids there in my downtime. Nothing really compares to seeing the smiles on their faces when their unicorn fairy mermaid thing comes to life. Since I work 5 days a week, I likely won’t be as active as I was last summer which I hope is okay! 

Secondly, a lot of personal stuff happened to me as well. I made some stupid mistakes and life threw its own things around. Basically, having a supportive family is such an under appreciated thing and love is a b*tch. If I have any advice to give from this, it’s not to let yourself rely too heavily on someone and to learn to keep your emotions in check. Anger can cause you to do stupid things and throw away what you have, as can sadness and love. Be smart and love yourself. 

Finally, I’ve changed who I am as a person. I’ve become much more extroverted and gained a love for expressing myself in any way I can. I’ve become incredibly weak to anything remotely romantic to the point dumb cheesy love things can make me emotional as well. I plan to better myself as a person and learn from my mistakes. 

I’m so glad to be welcomed so warmly back to this website. You guys mean so much to me. I’ve felt incredibly alone after people I’ve trusted with everything went their separate ways and having this small community here to support me is incredible. It’s hard to believe I’ve been here for almost a year and a half because it feels like it was so much more recent that I posted my first digital bat drawing. Thank you for taking your time to read this. 

PS If you ever need to talk or vent, send me a note, I’m always open to talk.
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Heck

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SORRY SO MUCH FOR THE DELAY! This journal may be a bit sloppy because I just want to get it out. 

Thank you again so much for well over 200 watchers. Your support has kept me posting on here for so long. It means so, so much that people find my art and poems interesting! 

Okay back to the winners! It was really hard choosing between all of you because I got so many great entries, but my friends and I have decided on the winners! I’m only announcing two places because I haven’t had any digital drawing motivation to add a third place and actually get the art on time. Second place will get 10 points!

Number one is Vanceres! You got 2000 points!



JUST LOOK AT THIS
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ID GO ON BUT ID WRITE TOO MUCH


Second place is Daskdragon!! You get 10 points!Viv contest entry by Daskdragon


The animation and the expression changes are really cute and well done! Great work! I have a lot of good things to say about this too, but I don’t want to write too much.

Again, thank you so much for all of the entries! I hope everyone is okay with not winning, I’ll probably host another one of these soon. 
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